He was 19 years old.
At 19, most of us are just beginning to figure out what we want to do with our lives. We're looking to the future, making plans, dreaming of what we might become.
At 19, we are transitioning into the next phase of our lives with more freedom, and sometimes more fear.
At 19, we aren't kids anymore. We are adults and we feel the rush of being able to make our own choices and hope they turn out right.
At 19, the possibilities seem endless. We can make tomorrow into whatever we want it to be.
But...
...what if tomorrow never comes?
What if the plans and the dreams and the hopes you have today never make it to tomorrow? What if you never made it to college, never started your dream career, never got married, never had kids, never traveled the world, never grew old and experienced all the things the world has to offer?
What if today is all you have?
Derick preached an amazing sermon this past Wednesday about the will of God being more present than future. It's tempting to live for the future and to place all our value on what we will do rather than what we are doing. But who's to say that that future will ever come? For my cousin, it didn't. Does that mean that he missed out on God's will? Of course not. God's will wasn't about my cousin's future. It was about his every day, his hour by hour, his minute by minute. My cousin had the opportunity to complete the will of God for his life by walking in it daily.
This morning I read a passage in John that seemed so fitting for what my family is going through. It was such a humble reminder about God's will for our lives and how every.moment.matters.
“Now my soul is troubled, and what shall I say? ‘Father,save me from this hour’? No, it was for this very reason I came to this hour. Father, glorify your name!”
Then a voice came from heaven, “I have glorified it, and will glorify it again.” John 12:27-28
Here Jesus had just finished predicting his death to his disciples. He knew what was coming. He was going to have to give his life as a sacrifice for the sins of the very men and women he was addressing at that moment. It was hard. His flesh wanted to ask for a way out. But he knew God's will, and he was willing to complete it. He knew he had to walk in obedience in the hour of his greatest pain and despair.
Just like Jesus, you and I were made for this very hour, and God can be glorified through our obedience in this hour, and every hour after when we choose to submit to His will for our lives. My prayer today is that you and I would comprehend the importance of God's will being a present thing rather than a future thing so that whether we have 50 more years on this earth or only 50 more minutes, we will have glorified God's name with our lives.
Tomorrow isn't promised. What will you do with today? Choose to walk in His will.
-Heather